neděle 22. února 2015

sobota 7. února 2015

Marketa, part 2: Leaving heroin after the death of my friend



Still locked in my past. No awareness of trauma. The urge to use heroin. To try it. Yoga exercise after the first dose. Then several attempts to get drug free. Interesting experience for several months but then it was the same, stereotypical. I need to change my life totally. My friend died after sniffing heroin. And it was the last impulse for me. I flew to New Zealand. Spent all my money. Desperate. Then I hitchhiked and a a guy took me to his farm. He was ex-junkie, ex-criminal, ex-dealer. And I lived with him for three months. He was a kind of a shaman. After leaving the farm, it was definitive. And there was also the ayurveda teacher. He explained me that I can reach those positive experiences of drug even without the drug. The feeling that you cannot stop using, it is illusion.

neděle 1. února 2015

Companions on the Journey of Recovery


After posting my previous video, Samuel Mahaffy, a colleague from Taos Institute, sent me this link where he also emphasises the importance of relationships in recovery:

Companions on the Journey of Recovery

Thanks, Samuel!