The energy started to flow from inside me

It all started at the elementary school. We started to visit the betting shop. Finally I felt that there is something in my life I like and am good at. I started going there on my own then. And the slot machines. The fulfillment of my life. I was kind of excessive player. I desperately wanted money back. And then, casino. A bummer. Calling my father that I need money. I introduced him my plan. And it worked. I broke my casino loyalty card. My friend got half of it. And by chance, I was admitted to university. Brand new world, I liked the people. I felt that I have some potential. The enrgy started to flow from inside me. Now I only play, I don´t contest.